If Only

If only I had worked harder in school to get better grades.

If only I hadn’t quit my first job, knowing how bumpy it would get from there.

If only I know how to appreciate what a great work-life balance was in my first few jobs.

If only I hadn’t splurge on things I didn’t need, using money I didn’t have.

If only I had saved up enough Fuck Off fund during the better days.

If only I have Fuck Off fund so I could quit my job right now.

If only…if only.